1. |
awful harmony
01:35
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cyanide, oh cyanide
oh, crushing through a field of memory
cyanide, oh cyanide
oh, turn it back turn it back turn it back!
powder, gray powder
oh, gray as the urn while it shatters the night
powder, gray powder
gray vile remorse on an off-pitched key!
play your piano
play it loud into your sleep
strike a note that makes us weep!
play your music
say the words you need to say
your notes wash away the day!
(cyanide, oh cyanide, oh cyanide...)
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2. |
red glow and vile hum
02:05
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ive got hell in a pocket in my coat
i bring it with me everywhere that i go
and i know
one day
ill have to show you
the devils more eager to see you than me
so why am i so scared to meet him so soon?
an illusion
till the end
of time
youre mothers faught to the end
youre still fighting but the wills gone weak
am i free?
we're never free
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3. |
loud party
01:57
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jesse, lindsey, and ruby
took a gun to my head
i was drunk
i couldnt hear them when they said
"im only kidding"
my car dragged dead
roadkill soaked the mind that night
i was drunk
i took the gasoline and lit myself
"im only kidding"
lindsey took me out the other night
she said everything would be alright
hazy dancing club!
i wanted to trust her
jesse bought a new car yesterday
i said "theres no room for this thing!"
blurry freeway scream!
i wanted to trust him
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4. |
violence
01:13
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say my name
its over
say my name
im not allowed here
leaving scar tissue
like a possum in headlights
like a mother without remorse
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what was it worth to you?
its nothing now
life moves on, death carries you
oh...
a mark on your face!
before the burial
its nothing, its nothing, its nothing!
i dont have any feeling anymore
(who are you now?) x16
did you pray for me or my sister?
did you pray for me or my mother?
is there an afterlife?
you never wanted to get to know me
you never wanted to know either of us
i know you thought you would get better...
in time to overcome the resentment
but you didnt
and now
im left with this
alone
...i hope youre happy
is there an afterlife?
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6. |
clarity
01:12
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obtuse misuse
abuse, my noose
i know i am rotting!!
again, in dreams
i see what you meant for the world
and i, again, am the judge!!!!
locked away
the untruth of corporeal form
so god, again, is the judge!!!!
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8. |
(earthing)
02:29
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hollow hymns Illinois
old sounds from a younger LILITH
experimental lo-fi emo rock noise pop about queer identity, mental illness, cycles of abuse, and inner healing. harsh music through harsh times for brighter days.
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