1. |
out of sight
01:56
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every time i see you
it fills me with pain
i know its not the way you thought
it takes on a form
so unreachable
it makes me wanna go give up
its not a place
i wanna return to
but its so inevitable
i loved you so much
and you fuckin destroyed me
but its not something i regret
cause this sinful body
is temporary
and that makes me feel a little better
i feel so sorry
youre probably right
when you said that i treated you wrong
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locked doors in the dark
my loneliness makes up my fears
i know you dont care
pity me, youre just as scared
i know the remedy
talk like you remember me
dissolve your fantasies
too deep now to give a fuck anymore
leave me at home in another figure
take it away like youve never seen her
make everyone scared of your presence
it wont bother me, at least i wont show it
make someones home a null-bodied creature
something that haunts at the bottom of nature
beyond your eyes is your soul, we see it
but keep up this act, i know youll need it
i know
you are light
i can still read
those words youll never say
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3. |
smudge
02:13
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i always knew you from the start
if it wasnt clear i looked in a mirror
every move felt like a fuck up
if it wasnt clear i looked in a mirror
i smudged u up in the past
i knew it wasnt never gonna ever last
but i drove in your car every day
as if everyone would just go away
i think your body is just fine
it was always so comforting to me
but now its comforting some other girl
this other girl inside of me
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catalyst of my rebirth
02:26
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ill sleep to see you a different day
my ill used flesh will shed
my mind will be smarter and brave
ill make it up to you
all this confusing time with them
is all i really needed
i know its probably not enough
but i hope you understand
i still feel like im doing something wrong
but i know you are light
my feelings wouldnt lie to me
at least i hope not again
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rec1_2014-08-17.m4a
03:05
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hollow hymns Illinois
old sounds from a younger LILITH
experimental lo-fi emo rock noise pop about queer identity, mental illness, cycles of abuse, and inner healing. harsh music through harsh times for brighter days.
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